Day 41

Last Day..
And I still miss you very much..
But I know I can't tell you that..

Day 41

Everything is over..
It is over..

Really? Just like that..?

Day 40

I promise myself and to you..
Not to raise my sadness with you to make you feel worse..

I promise I will not..
Will you erase everything and re-start?

Day 41

Can't even remember the last time we have a normal conversation..
Just like those days when we can talk and laugh about everything under the sun..
And I know that's all my fault..
That everytime I am the one who spoilt a good normal conversation..

I wanted to tell you that..
My condo lift has now installed CCTV..
Also, want to tell you that there is new waffle product - and I want you to try it together with me..
..
...

Are you still blaming me?

Day 40

I hate me
I hate myself..
I hate ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 39

I cry and cry and cry and cry..

At airport, on the flight, back home..

And the first thing I do when I open my eyes in the morning..

How I wish my plane has clashed last night - then I dont need to go through this..